Okay, my marriage is coming to an end. I've petitioned for a divorce, dickhead has moved everything out, and has moved in with my former bff. Good riddance to garbage, fuck'em both.

On a lighter note, co worker and I has started emailing each other sexy emails at work. Today day when I told him that I loved to be watched, he told me to plug a camera into my bed room and email him with the webcam so that he can watch me in my bedroom. How kinky is that! Guess what? I'm gonna do it.

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I should have known not to bring a whore around my man, even under the guise of BFF. I knew Jennifer had the morals of an alley cat in heat, but I never thought she'd cross the line and betray me. Oh did I mention: That punk bitch was fucking my husband! I know female golden rule #1, never let a hoe alone w/ your man, but give me a break, she's been my best friend since 7th grade, and although she's notorious for fucking everyone else's man, I never thought she'd fuck mine. that's what I get for being stupid. Jennifer is pregant and doesn't know who's the daddy. It's either my husband's, or a married man w/kids she's been messing w/ or her current ex boyfriend. hell, it could be anybody's baby. When she told me about her and Dickhead, I wanted to kill her! I still do. But they are not worth it. Actually they deserve each other. It's obvious they didn't deserve me in their lives.
That's all.

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I'm back home and dickhead is out of the house. Packed his shit and gone away it seems. Good. I refuse to cry anymore over his lame ass. I would probably be more dishartened if I didn't know that he was garbage. Anyway, in more improtant news, my B/F finally called me, distraught over some other's woman's man. Seems her Night and Shinning armor is staying with his own damsel. I'm happy for the couple but sad for my friend. Actually, I'm not really felling sad for my friend, she was after all, the other woman! And to be honest, the man's woman has my sympathies. I know, she's my friend and I should be more supportive, but right now I can't. She's not there for me while I'm going through this mess with "dickhead", and damn it, she is guilty of hurting an individual in the same predictament as I am in. I'll call her tomorrow and talk with her, she and I have been friends for a long time and I can't just throw that away because of my anger towards some bitch who's screwing "dickhead". BTW, I calle and asked his ex if it was her, she so kindly told me that she and dickhead has been fucking all throughout the relationship, with no intention of getting back together, so she's not the other woman in question.

I hate himmmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today my husband confessed to seeing someone else. Who here is shocked? I'm not, but the shit still hurts. he plans on moving out. Big deal. I asked him who the other woman was, but he just told me it's none of my business; she's going through something and didn't need any added stress. I bet this bitch is pregnant. I should go back
home and finish what I started. After dickwad dropped
his bomb, I kicked
his ass.
Luckily my neighbor stopped me from batting my ex to death. I'm over at
his apartment now.(((sigh))) I'm batting my eyes and licking my lips. Yes, I am a s
hameless hussy.


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So I'm ranting to my BFF, and you know what this crabby bitch tells me: "It's my fault that my husband's cheating." She says that I am overly dramatic, and very unappreciative of what I have.
So I tell BFey that yeah, I should appreciate a man who constantly tells me via his actions that I am here for his convien ce and for no other reason. What a bitch.
But then again, she's going through something and I" need to be more sensitive to her feelings". Her words not mine
Dear Lord forgive me, but Martin Constantine, neighbor and coworker is fine as hell. I am so lustying after him.


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I know my eyes aren't deceiving me! I just saw one of my fine ass coworker wink at me. Incidently, he's also a neighbor of mine. I'm experience neglect at work, I don't need that kind of temptation! My huband is pissing me off. finding excuses to stay out late. I figure he's messing around on me. Maybe w/ his ex. who knows, I don't even care anymore.

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My name is Jinger, with a "J". I wanted to start this online diary because I feel liberated knowing I have the world looking at a part of me.(I'm a closet exhibitionist) I don't mind exposing myself.
Anyway, my name is Jinger, I'm 25, married w/o children, unless you count my husband's two boys, but I don't since I've been told from day one of our relationship, that they are not my concern. I'm a spectator in that relationship; and although it's painful at times(the boys are complete angels), I refrain from establishing or claiming them in any way.
I work for a major corporation, and I love my job.(No, I'm not suckin' up, I love what I do).

That's it for now,
Ciao
Jinger w/a "J"